There's a constant struggle each and every day...What do you do when the 1 thing that is supposed to make life's struggle easier is actually the thing that give you the most struggle?
I feel like I have been stuck in this struggle for quite some time now..I know what I want, I just don't seem to get it. They say "If you want something bad enough, you have to work for it" or they say "if you want something, just get up and go get it" - There's plenty of quotes like that but what I say is...
"What if you tried?" Do you just give up? There's quotes about that too.. "Sometimes things just aren't meant to be" or "if you really gave it all you got, then you're stronger for it" well that's just a bunch of bullshit! What did being persistent, trying really hard get me? Nothing. Actually back to square one or worse, square negative which is worse than square one. But I'm a fighter, always have and always will be. I don't feel like a fighter, I just know that I have made it very far on my own in life and I'm pretty sure I'll make it through this too.
Sometimes, I just wish I didn't have to struggle with every piece of my life. When it wasn't family, it was friends. When it wasn't friends or family, it was work. When it wasn't work, family, or friends, - I'm not sure because I've never had a moment where each of those 3 things have felt at peace. That sucks. Is it like this for everyone? If it is, then that really sucks. If it's not then what can I do about it?
I feel like I have been stuck in this struggle for quite some time now..I know what I want, I just don't seem to get it. They say "If you want something bad enough, you have to work for it" or they say "if you want something, just get up and go get it" - There's plenty of quotes like that but what I say is...
"What if you tried?" Do you just give up? There's quotes about that too.. "Sometimes things just aren't meant to be" or "if you really gave it all you got, then you're stronger for it" well that's just a bunch of bullshit! What did being persistent, trying really hard get me? Nothing. Actually back to square one or worse, square negative which is worse than square one. But I'm a fighter, always have and always will be. I don't feel like a fighter, I just know that I have made it very far on my own in life and I'm pretty sure I'll make it through this too.
Sometimes, I just wish I didn't have to struggle with every piece of my life. When it wasn't family, it was friends. When it wasn't friends or family, it was work. When it wasn't work, family, or friends, - I'm not sure because I've never had a moment where each of those 3 things have felt at peace. That sucks. Is it like this for everyone? If it is, then that really sucks. If it's not then what can I do about it?
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